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Ubani “uKristu” ukuthi wonke umuntu acabanga ukuthi uyazi iqiniso lokuthi ungubani nokuthi yini ayilindele kithi?

Lapho “uMoya” ekhuluma, “ngilalela futhi ngikwenze”!

Angazi nhlobo ukuthi kungani lokhu kuvele “emoyeni” wami, kepha bekulokhu kungilandela izinsuku ezimbalwa.  Kukhona le ngxoxo enkulu eqhubekayo phakathi kwami “noMoya Omkhulu”, lapho kubonakala sengathi kukhona uhlobo lokucasuka okudlidliza kulokho engikuzwayo.  Nsuku zonke lapho kuvela kubonakala sengathi esinye isici sivezwa esingenza ngifune ukuthola iqiniso elithe xaxa mayelana “Wayengubani empilweni yakhe yenyama” nokuthi ungubani “empilweni yakhe engokomoya” namuhla. 

Ake ngicacise ukuthi ubudlelwano enginabo noKristu buqobo futhi yize ngakhulela ekhaya lamaJuda namaKristu, nobaba owayengumfundisi we-United Church of Christ-Congregational, ngangena kulobu budlelwano bomuntu siqu noKristu njengengane ngedwa.  Kuyinto eyayifakwe emphefumulweni wami futhi iyingxenye ehloniphekile kakhulu futhi engcwele yalokho engiyikho.  Ubudlelwano obulula kakhulu futhi obukhulumisanayo engibuphile ngawo impilo yami.  Kuye kwashintsha indlela engibona ngayo futhi ngiphila impilo yami.  Amazwi Ami nezenzo Zami zihambisana nalobu budlelwano.  Uthando nokunakekelwa engikutholayo kulobu budlelwano akukwazi ukuchazwa, kuphela okuhlangenwe nakho kuzo zonke izinselelo engibhekane nazo kule mpilo.  Ukulandela ukuhola Kwakhe nokubonisana Kwakhe kube yidwala elingisekelayo.  Ngiyabona ukuthi angasebenza kanjani nami futhi empilweni yami.  Ngizwa ukuthi ufuna siphile kanjani impilo yenjabulo nokuchichima, kodwa hhayi ngezindleko zabanye abantu ngakho-ke ngalesi sikhathi empucuko yethu, ungaphezu kokuphazamiseka, (futhi uyazi ukuthi angathukuthela) Ufanelwe ukuboshwa kulokho akubonayo ebuntwini bethu.  

Okuqhubekayo kuza kimi namuhla – “Abukho ubuKristu ngaphandle kukaKristu, kodwa kukhona uKristu ngaphandle kobuKristu”.  UKristu akazange asungule isonto; Wavusa indlela yokuphila.  Isonto lakhiwa kamuva, ukuphatha, ukucindezela nokulawula leyo nhlangano.  Akunakwenzeka ukuba kucace kakhudlwana ukuthi izikhungo zilondoloza amandla, kodwa ukunyakaza kulondoloza “Iqiniso”.  Ukunyakaza akuyona inkolo.  Ekuqaleni le nhlangano yayibizwa ngokuthi “iNdlela”.  Ukugxila kwale nhlangano kwakuyimpilo ehlanganyelwe enakekela abampofu nabagulayo, yayinamandla ekuvezeni uthando nokungenisa izihambi, yayikholelwa ekungadlameni, kwakukhona ukulingana phakathi kwesigaba nobulili futhi empeleni abesifazane babesemqoka ekunyakazeni kukaJesu wokuqala njengabaholi, ofakazi futhi babephethe imiphakathi yezindlu. Baphila ubulungiswa.  Le nhlangano yayihlanganisa umfundi hhayi imfundiso. 

Kuyini okungasinceda ukuthi sibuyele ‘endleleni’?  Singalifuna kanjani iqiniso lalokho okulindelwe nguKristu kithi, ukuze siphile ikhwalithi yempilo ehlanganisa ukuthula, uthando, umusa, isihe, injabulo nesihawu?  Yini ukuthi ngamunye wethu abe “nesiphetho esingcwele okufanele sigcwalise esizosiza ekungeniseni umhlaba ukuthi uKristu uyazi ukuthi “uNkulunkulu”, “uMoya Omkhulu”, “Umthombo owodwa”, wayehlose ukuthi sidle ifa?  Yiba sobala, angisho ukuthi akufanele sibe “nezindlu zokukhulekela”, kodwa ukukhulekela okungenalo iqiniso nezimiso uKristu awafelayo, ubuKristu ngaphandle “kukaKristu”!

Kulo nyaka omusha, ngizobe ngifunda futhi ngifuna iqiniso nolwazi oluthe xaxa ngoKristu, nokuthi yiziphi izifiso zenhliziyo Yakhe ukuze ngibizelwe ukwabelana, ngizokwenza, futhi uma kungumsebenzi wami wokuziphendukela kwemvelo okungokomoya kuphela okuzoba yintando Yakhe. 

Bengilokhu ngiyithanda le ngoma eyitshe legumbi lokholo lwami.

“Lapho angiholela khona, ngiyakungilandela;

Lapho angiholela khona, ngiyakulandela,

Lapho angiholela khona, ngiyakulandela,

Ngizohamba naye, Naye, yonke indlela!

Ngicabanga ukuthi lolu hambo luzoba uhambo olumangalisayo lokuthola nokuqonda!